Hi
best left undefined


30 September 2009.


*>_<*

(: =[] :)

Yes, yes
This blog have not been updated for quite some time.
And exams are here.
How time flies.
anyways, tmrw's english papers..
The crucial one.

Anywoots, some stuffs happened during the course i was away from blogger.
Most of the Raya pics are up on fb so check it out thr(:
Besides Hari Raya and collection duit, there's sch stuff and F1..
Haha.

How i wish i can watch
FAME now.

Okok.
I need to revise!
eng, malay, e maths, a maths, chem, physcs, geog, ss.
Ahhh
how i wish it's over



Alright alright.
Here's some/no thing.

~
You were there for me
when i needed you.
You were there for me
when i needed a hand.

Though i have sinned a lot
you still forgave with all your heart.
I meant to say sorry but
words are not what i got.

Every night before i close my eyes,
I pray to God
to protect you
from all the bad things in life.
I hope you are safe
wherever you go.

I'm already missing you
when you go away.
For every step you go further away,
i shed these tears,
these silent tears.
~


Ok!
I need something to motivate me for tmrw's paper.
Please.

goodbye~



p.s. I need tunes and titles.

confusing yet admirable. hm

Posted @ 6:47 PM



22 September 2009.

Gosh.



Have not upload in a LONG time.


It's Hari Raya already....
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toodles~
Posted @ 2:02 AM



12 September 2009.









Pictures above mainly show what we've done during Malay pjct.. some crazy stuffs.
More pics up soon(:

Hello humans!!! (:

Been a while since i've updated.
While, it's the September "holidays" :/
Quite a lot to catch up on but haven't had the chance to do so.
It's the Saturday before school re-open the day after next):
And i'm only starting on my school work.
Really pathetic.
Okay, here's what happened in the week....

Saturday(05/09) :
- Facial
- Didn't go madrasah
Sunday(06/09) :
- Tuition
- Went to library for Malay pjct meeting
- After iftar, went to Geylang..fuuh packed. But met Kpk and fam.
Monday(07/09) :
- Meeting at Hanisah's hse to do script for Malay pjct
- Iftar at KFC
Tuesday (08/09) :
- Went to Hanisah's hse for shooting, Day 1.
- Got to take most of the scenes but not all.
- Iftar at her house.
- Awesome. Lol
Wednesday (09/09) :
- Due to my negligence, my specs got stepped on and it was damaged badly
- Teared
- Spent 7 hours at Aunty Cindy's hse for hair..haha(:
Thursday (10/09) :
- Iftar at Swensen's at Changi Airport Terminal 2
- Yummmmyyy!!!!! Walnut Rocky Road, Mooncake, Pasta, Ice Lemon Tea (:
Friday (11/09) :
- Shooting at Hanisah's hse, Day 2.
- Did voice-overs and prayer scenes..
- A stranger made my day by saying Thank You. haha, wierd, i know. But it's sweet. (:

So, most probably going Geylang tmrw to do 'Geylang scene' for Malay pjct.
Still lots of stuffs to complete.
):

Alright, alright..
I have to get to bed so goodnight peeps(:
I still haven't get to complete EL assignment):
Anyway,
goodnight, sweet dreams and selamat bersahur!

ok

bye~


Just Wait - AJ Rafael

please just say the words
i wanna hear, don't shed a tear
just sit and wait
tell me you'll wait, i want you here
i need you here

cuz i just need some time, some time alone
speak at the tone, cuz i, i won't be here
so wait my dear, please wait my dear

thanks for all you've done, for there is none
that i can do, to pay you back
these days are black, and nights are blue
while there's no you


(:
Posted @ 12:33 AM



04 September 2009.

Once, when i was young
Life was simple yet very sweet
You fall and get over it with tears
But still, you get up
Years drift by and things change
More afraid, you be
of the dark
of others
of losing the ones you love
Soon you start to realize
but you don't budge
Memories are cherished
Moments are captured
and pictures they become
From there, you build your life time line
with knowledge and understanding
With that you continue living
but your replies came in a word
You just listen and hardly talk
People would be glad to know you're sane
They think you're self-centered
and you dislike the thought of that
So you try to change
You try to stand but still, you stumble
interaction, conversation, determination
you try to achieve
yet still struggle
So now motivation and inspiration
you need, you say
But these things will they come to you
or will you go searching for it?
You don't know
Then you start to question
reality and fantasy
reality's telling you - no chance
fantasy, well it says ok, friend
And all you can do is laugh and stare
just stare
but when it becomes weird,
your eyes, you cast them down
Still,
life continues
But time stays still
It hasn't change nor will it change
But i hope situations change
From hellos to goodbyes
And now nothing
(:
Posted @ 5:22 PM



03 September 2009.

Hello(:

Well, today went normally.
I guess.
Physics test was postponed.
All the revising...
A Maths test was difficult.
P.E. was fun(:

After that sat with Zahra at staircase.
Then went for CCA.
Went home at 4.30pm.
Now I'm updating i guess.

Told ya,
nothing interesting's happening in my life now.

Oh.
There's E Maths and Chemistry test tmrw.
I need to study, buck up and revise.


Time.
You ran when i needed you the most.
You stared when i wish you'd go.
Now i realize you are always there
but I'm the one forgetting you.
I wish i can manage better.
But procrastination took over.
God, help me.
These tears were never meant for you.
Once, you're there.
Next, you're gone.
Hmm
Was this what i wanted
I wondered.
But all that's left are frames, files, numbers and shirts.
You never even said goodbye.
And I'm tired of living in a lie.
So get me out of this life.
What's left in the future?
Time.



bye!~
Posted @ 6:01 PM