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31 August 2009.

Good day peeps.
So had ACES day and Teacher's Day today.
Yeah, and guitar ensemble performed.
Nervous.

Anywoots, went back to pri sch after school.
Met Jannatul and headed to sch.
But. Cikgu S wasn't there.
Sms-ed her and she said she went home already..had some plans.
Whatever it is, saw Nabilah, Syazana and some other peeps.

Then i headed home and dadada3 and i slept while wtching tv.
I guess i was dozing off and half awake so i managed to take off my specs and switch the tv off.
haha

And.
I had a funny yet nice dream.
I think i was outside a classroom and inside, were students. duh.
At the front was a friend and this friend was sitting with another friend and a teacher.
And idk who the teacher was, started playing a song. i dunno where it even came frm.
After some time, that friend started singing the song that at that time in my dream, i knew.
Totally forgot what it was when i woke up.
Anywoots, in the dream, this friend had a nice voice(:



Boston - Augustana

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? oh it has begun...
oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
this world you must've crossed...you said...
you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
essential and appealed, carry all your thoughts across
an open field,
when flowers gaze at you...they're not the only ones who cry
when they see you
you said...
you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
she said i think i'll go to boston...
i think i'll start a new life,
i think i'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
i'll get out of california, i'm tired of the weather,
i think i'll get a lover and fly em out to spain...
i think i'll go to boston,
i think that i'm just tired
i think i need a new tow, to leave this all behind...
i think i need a sunrise, i'm tired of the sunset,
i hear it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice...
boston...where no one knows my name...

I like the acoustic version by AJ Rafael (:


ok bye~





you leave me breathless
Posted @ 9:15 PM



29 August 2009.

Hello.
So, the past wk was kinda hectic.
Had guitar almost everyday.
Tired.
Anyway,
the Malay composition competition went quite ok.
But my story was kinda wierd and the climax was near the end with the ending being quite short.
I took the title........

ISABELLA!!

yay-ness.
I was kinda happy when i saw that being one of the topics.
I should have listened to the song before the competiton.
Dang.
But it was okay.
Here's the lyrics.
(its a malay song btw)

Isabella - Amy Search

Isabella adalah
Kisah cinta dua dunia
Mengapa kita berjumpa
Namun akhirnya terpisah

Siang jadi hilang
Ditelan kegelapan malam
Alam yang terpisah
Melenyapkan sebuah kisah…

Terbayang lambaiannya
Salju terbakar kehangatan
Dunia di penuhi
Warna berseri bunga cinta
Kita yang terlena
Hingga musim berubah
Mentari menyepi
Bernyalalah api cinta


Dia Isabella
Lambang cinta yang lara
Terpisah kerana
Adat yang berbeda
Cintaku gugur bersama
Daun daun kekeringan…


Haluan hidupku
Terpisah dengan Isabella
Tapi aku terpaksa
Demi cintaku Isabella
Moga dibukakan
Pintu hatimu untukku
Akan terbentang jalan
Andainya kau setia
Oh! Isabella…


ohya there were diff titles too such as:
Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak
Jangan Pandang Belakang
dan lain-lain lagi...
tak ingat uh


orait.
Anyway, yesterday during EL lesson, smth real funny happened.
Okay, so all of us were like kinda doin our own stuff, readin the essays tt we got back and suddenly,
Mdm A said,
"Guys, look up. Someone's staring at you."
And when we looked up, we saw Chang Sheng's picture staring at us.
It was a passport-photo sized pic of him in his Progress Report file!
HAHAHhahhahaha:D
ok it might nt seem very funny here but if you were there, you'd crack up too.
Funneh.

Anywoots, Teacher's Day Performance's on Monday
and im nervous.
I dun wanna get a nerve-breakdown on tt day man..

toodles(:
~









I don't want to live in a lie.
Posted @ 12:11 PM



22 August 2009.

Hey peeps. I've not updated in a while, i see.
Its already Ramadhan.
Well, its the first day.
Sorry for the lack of updates.
Been lazy to use the comp lately.
Or more like busy.
Ahx.
Anyways, quite a number of things happened during the time i was away from Blogger.
Well, one thing's for sure - Blogger's still the same.
Hah.
Anyways, here's some stuffs that happened:
- The Sexsix was created. haha
- Bought new school shoes and Hari Raya shoes over the wkends last wk
- Ate at Sakura on Sat and Surabaya on Sun.
- Had EL group work which was funny. "Which word suggests that the build was not down? The word is 'up'."
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOTHER! 17 August. ~i love you so much mummy(:
- Had piano exams on Tuesday (18/08) which sucked badly. I flopped big time. Could have done wayy better. Hope i pass.
- Did some Physics experiment on Free Fall and some Velocity thingy. It was kinda interesting.
- Failed my Physics Kinematics test. (sometimes i wished Einstein was my friend so he could teach me all these stuffs or he just didn't exist.)
- Decided to not get on stage. Sometimes, one just has to make choices that one doesn't even understand.
- Been putting a lot of junk in my stomach those past few days. Not because the fasting month is coming but more because . Oh nvm.
- Gonna have to enter a competition which i don't feel like competing in.
- Realized i have A LOT of catching up to do. In terms of studies. I need to buck up.
- Watched THE PROPOSAL which was awesome!:D hilarious yet touching.
- Realized that exams are a few weeks away.
- Some teacher stormed out of class.
- Ate my last piece of 'Impact' by Yu Ting before Ramadhan
- Am the Principal again
- Had a test in MA class and ate a weird "Double Choc Oreo"
- Woke up in the morning for first day of sahur(:
- Needs time, inspiration and motivation.


OKAY. This post is quite wordy.
Well all my posts are gonna be wordy unless blogger gets healthier.
Anyways, that was what are some of the things that happened.

bye
Posted @ 12:59 PM



12 August 2009.

Heyheyhey!
Im back.
Well actually i was back on Monday morning.

Anywoots,
here's an update of the weekends and weekdays(:

Friday/Saturday:
After class that night, I received a msg frm kpk sayin tt she'll be sleepin at me house!
Yippee(:
So i called her up and we met at MacD where Kak ela and fam were gonna eat.
So i ate McChicken and Shaker Fries(:
A few mins ltr, kpk came.
Kak Ela and fam and Put headed off to kampung while me and kpk headed to my home.
In the bus, we talked abt things.
At home my Dad was on the phone.
Later Faila came over and we went to fetch Mira at her sch.
Then we catched a movie at West Mall - G.I.Joe
It was kinda neutral and green-screen kinda thing.
Afterward, we headed home.
That morning around 2am, we ordered MacDelivery.
We asked for upsized ice tea but instead, we got a small coke.
Feeling dissatisfied, Faila phoned MacD again and said,
literally-
"Hi. I would like to lodge a complain because..."
I was like: Whoa Faila, complain sey!
ahx.
Anyways, we went to bed around 5am.

Saturday:
That day, i woke up at 12.30pm to find the rest still sleepin.
Cos i was gg to KL tt evening, i started to get ready and pack.
Soon later, Faila woke up.
Then kpk and last, Mirah.
At 4pm, my Dad reached home and we headed for Malaysia.
We reached kampung at 8pm and had dinner there.
Afterward, my fam and cp and i headed for KL.
Reached KL around 11pm and it took quite some time for my Dad to find the hotel cos it was at the outskirts of KL.
Anywoots, i went to sleep that night in one piece..?

Sunday: (Happy Birthday Singapore!)
In the morning, my mum, Put and Cp went for breakfast at this shop.
Ate roti prata and afterward, we shopped.
Went to shopping malls - The Curve and One Utama.
Mum and me walked together while Put and Cp went together.
I got new heels and my mum got more accessories at Massimo Dutti?, yeah.
Soon Busu called and said that they were in KL already.
So we met at The Curve and ate at Marche.
Nice an new food.
Well, new for me that is.
Afterward, we headed back to the apartment cos we had to get ready for the main purpose of gg to KL-
Jamal Abdillah's concert!
aha(:
So we exited the apartment at 6pm.
The show starts at 8.30 but Dad wanted to be there early.
Got the pre-ordered tickets at the counter and ate dinner.
Took pictures. Snap3
Sadly, i can't upload em here so they'll be at fb soon.
The show was awesome esp. the end where he did the encore and sang impromptu songs.
Nice man!
His voice live is the best(:
Afterward, i thought of snapping pictures of him when he came out frm the stage but i waited for abt 30min and he still wasn't there so i just went off. Mak Nor had to get back home too.
Then, we had supper.
Got back to the apartment and was off to bed.
My leg was aching BADLY.

Monday/Tuesday:
That morning, we had breakfast at anthr shop.
Ate roti canai aka roti prata.
Later, Busu, Busu Zeela, Mum and Cp went to Bukit Indah to shop while me, Put and Dad stayed at the apartment.
Put wanted to go swimming so i dragged myself to follow him.
At the pool, the janitor was cleaning the pool so we waited.
After that we entered the pool.
Very cold.
Didn't swim long.
Went back to the apartment half an hour later.
Afterward, got ready to go home.
In the car, i tried doing hmwk but it was dark.
So i decided not to.
Was stuck in a jam for abt 2hrs and finally reached home at 12.30am to find Kpk and Mirah still up doin their work.
Knowing that i have not finished my hmwk, i rushed it all.
ahx.
typed anth i could think of and wrote whtever tt came into mind.
Slept at 3am in the morning.

Tuesday:
woke up at 5.30am and got ready to go to sch.
At sch durin EL lesson, Zahra laughed her butt off at my compo.
Since i was rushin it that morning, i didnt bother to check so yeah, that shows the funny work.
Yea, i had my bit of laughter when i edited it that night.
After sch, had guitar.
Then went home and finished Malay.
Watched NDP and SI.
ohya, Sarah Aqilah won Anugerah.
yea. . .

Today aka Wednesday:
Was feelin very tired today.
Reached sch and napped for a while.
Mdm L and Mr K won't be comin for the whole wk.
Is it good or bad? idk.
Anyways, had recess.
And the ELDDS thing tt afternn was only for Debaters. So, yea.
SS - North and South Korea conflict thing
Malay - Cerpen 'Naluri'; Norhanum, Wan Anum aka Dang Anum, Sultan Shah____ and more.
EL - compre and m in a grp with Jeremy, Shawn and Chong Han. *crik-creek-crik*
Goeg - shouting

So now im home and the updates of the wkend are up.
OHYA>
I just remembered.
The mysterious doorbell thing.
Kinda scary and mysterious.
I dun think im gonna reveal it here.
So, let's just let it be.

Anywoots, im kinda hungry.
arhx.
And i wanna post pics here but can't.
nvm.

bye~
Posted @ 2:38 PM



07 August 2009.

Hey peeps!(:
Sorry for the emotional posts in the previous posts.

Anyways,
let's just reminisce the funny, random and weird parts that happened today.

I woke up to 'Low' again today!!
haha.
Wish i could wake up to somethin better, 'High' instead?
or maybe, Beat It(:
And saw my sis doin her art stuffs in the livin room.
>>She didn't sleep the whole night. . .
In the bus, which i waited for abt 8mins for,
I saw my reflection.
At school, i took my temperature and we got our aths test.
The first lesson was MT.
Talked abt family stuffs .-.
and musik: r&b, heavy metal and grunge!??
Reng!!
And someone didn't bring The Mockingbird book so had to bring it back.
The next lesson was Chemistry.
Got back our test paper and we did corrections for it.
Ring!!
Recess.
Two peeps read Bonesetter's Daughter and ate and drank.
One peep drank Milo.
This soul ate burger and drank peach tea.

Then!
WALA came in!
more like started.
yes, wala started.

Ainwala!
Zahrawala!
Natashawala!
Hanywala! (who was at home)
And i was Nadiahwala.
what-the-wala??!!

So, everything was wala at that time.
Don't ask me why.
It was just cause.
wala
wala
wala
wala
wala
wala
awla
awla
wala
hahahahaha.
Any Yu Tingwala was going off to march.
And she was gonna wave after marchin but i didn't wave back. ahx
Ring!!
Maths.
(inserts-name)wala
blurp.
received Progress Report.
jengjeng.
nothing.
Rong!!
National Day Clbrtn?
not.
More like talking.
But i enjoyed the Poetry Slam tho.
Can't take it,. . .. Rest In Peace.
The talking part took like 45mins?. .. . . .
The singing part made schoolmate around me have hair standing on their hand.
And it made me scrunge.
erm - no comment -

And finally, sch ends.
phew.
head home.
In the bus,
i didn't see my reflection but i saw humans.

Am home now.
Shoots.
I gotta get going.
Class starts in 1hr 30mins.
Im not even dressed!
Dang.

BYE!(:
see you peeps tmrw or tues, when i get back(:

AND!!





HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!
I LOVE YOU!(:
thank you for everything you have done for me
and may you succeed and soar further.
Wish you all the best in your future endeavors(:
Posted @ 5:38 PM



.

Sorry for the burst of feelings at the previous post.
It was just urgh.

Anyways,
its still the same.
dang.

Wdevr uh.

Anyways,
sch today was extremely full of nothingness.
Except for Poetry Slam peoples.
tt was interesting(:

Anydays,
my sis ain't gg to KL over the wkends cos she has lotsa hmwk.
Man, like i don't??
Seriously.



Argh,
they just don't trust a young naive teen who just does all the wrong things at the wrong time. Anything she does is not right. Can't she use her mind better? Does well in studies but in other areas, she suck as hell. How can anyone trust her again? Doing such a stupid thing. Couldn't she have thought better and make a wiser decision? Ohmygod, she really did that? Really?! Then that, now this. You need to look out for her more often. Don't let her do things by herself. Maybe she needs more teachings. You should be more careful with her. Careless decisions and things, she does. What was she thinking?

I really can't stand all the crap.
Trust
Is that just so difficult?
Yes, it always has to be me.
I bet you'll never grant it when i ask.
'Never in years until you can show me that you have learned those mistakes you did'
Hah,
feelings heh?
I guess.
I just wished you could understand better.

As these tears well up in these eyes,
one wonders of the changes that might take place, have taken place and will take place.
How one wishes freedom was given.
Posted @ 3:27 PM



04 August 2009.

Dammit i just typed one whole bunch of stuffs on this freaking thing and because i pressed some idiotic button, its gone. Fuck.
I don't feel like blogging at this minute. What with Blogger's condition like this. URGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH
You just have to make me feel madder. DAMMIT
damn you
damn it
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Posted @ 9:51 PM