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31 July 2009.

OH NO.
Blogger put me down again.
What's wrong man???
You just hafta disappoint a person on a friday when things were just going to be alright.
But never will be.

Anyways,
today i woke up to "Low" again.
I've been waking up to the song since. . .
i can't rmmbr when.
Its loudness wakes me up.
haha.

As i looked at the mirror,
i saw eye bags.
Lack of sleep.

At school,
had Malay and Chemistry test.
They were managable tho i think i could do better.
One way or the other.

After school, there was drama.
And the dirty floor.

Afterward,
went home and watched The Ramen Girl
till 6.30pm.
And i rushed everything.
Quickly headed to JP.
Otw tho, i just wished i had sat a little to the back in the bus.
Dang.
There are things you can change and there are things you just can't.


Anywoots,
Im back at home.
Im craving for some cold water.
H20, i need you.


Im writing lotsa crap today.
whatever.
Anyways,
i think i need to cherish time more.
Cherish the moments.


Anyways,
what's up man blogger?
urgh.
just thought i could upload a pic on blogger.
wadevr.



i want to end on a good note.

goodbye~



though it hurts, its still there.
Posted @ 11:02 PM



30 July 2009.

I miss playing chapteh in cold weather with people i've known for only a few days.




Hello earthlings.

Blogger's back to its normal self.

Well,
have not been using the comp since tues.
There's quite a handful of tests and school work to finish.
There's Chem and Malay test tmrw.
hurm.

Anyways,
i ddin't go for hiphop today.
My stomach's ain't got mercy on me.
hah.

Anywoots,
school was fine today, yesterday and the day before that.
seriously,
i can't think of a school day that didnt go fine.
Well, maybe there is.
Like the time when..


Whatever it is,
im getting nervous each day as it gets nearer to my practical exam.
i wanna ace this one man.
hafta.


Currently listening to AJ Rafael(:
His songs are like all written and sung from the bottom of his heart.
hmm.
Im loving his songs.
If only he'd perform in sg.
Ohya!
He was live on blogtv last friday!
I was dayyum excited.
Went on twitter and saw his tweet sayin tt he's live.
What not,
i clicked and
boom!
there he is!
haha
beautifully nice(:

?


I wish i could sing.
lawls.
its just a wish; can't be fulfilled.
but its a dream; able to be lived.


Anywoots.
I wanna scuba dive again man!
hurm
relive the moments underwater. . .
bloop
bloop
bloop

bloop

bloop

bloop



My sis is going to Pulau Aur with her dive mates tmrw.
Well, her CCA's diving now right.
Haha/




Anyways, im bored.



Back on track,
i want to do something to my blogskin.
I just don't know what.
Most likely change it.
huu.



AJ Rafael
(:
he's so cute
haha;)
Posted @ 4:21 PM



27 July 2009.

Hello peeps.

Why is blogger like this?
Can't change font.
Can't upload pics.
The whole bar above this box is gone.
urgh whatever, nvm.

Anyways, Fri was ok.
Accompanied zahra to pierce her tragus.

Saturday,
had madrasah.
Afterward, reached home and watched tv with kak ela and fam.
THEN.
there was someone at the door.
'Assalamualaikum'
I thought no one heard it cos everyone was like focusing on the tv.
But later,
there was another call.
'Assalamualaikum'
Everyone looked at everyone.
Nobody dared to move.
Then Kak Ela asked Abg Yus to go to the door.
Abg Yus and Put headed to the door.
THEN.
The girl said,
"Boleh minta derma?" aka "Do u want to donate?"
Phew.
haha.
suspense only.

Later at night ate at Aiman's.
my old friend, Sakinah, wrote on my fb wall sayin tt she saw me.
But i ddnt see her!
Dang.

Anyways, Sunday had tuition in the morning.
Then had kenduri ard 2pm.
Reached Yishun and ate.
Roti kirai and daging.
People came, people go.
Headed home.
Then went out again to buy sis's art stuff at Art Friend at Taka.
Besides buying art stuffs, bought shoes.
Mum bought her stuffs also(:
Got home ard 10.30pm and slept ard 12am.
Tired huh.
Hate sunday nights.
):

Anyways, today was fine.
Chem test postponed to Friday.
Spent too long on figuring out a table in geog test.
Ate at kfc with zahra.
Got home.
dadada
Do hmwk.
Gotta study SS
NOW.

toodles~







I want to quit.
Posted @ 6:54 PM



.

Hello peeps.

Why is blogger like this?
Can;t change font.
urgh whatever, nvm.

Anyways, Fri was ok.
Accompanied zahra to pierce her tragus.

Saturday,
had madrasah.
Afterward, reached home and watched tv with kak ela and fam.
THEN.
there was someone at the door.
'Assalamualaikum'
I thought no one heard it cos everyone was like focusing on the tv.
But later,
there was another call.
'Assalamualaikum'
Everyone looked at everyone.
Nobody dared to move.
Then Kak Ela asked Abg Yus to go to the door.
Abg Yus and Put headed to the door.
THEN.
The girl said,
"Boleh minta derma?" aka "Do u want to donate?"
Phew.
haha.
suspense only.

Later at night ate at Aiman's.
my old friend, Sakinah, wrote on my fb wall sayin tt she saw me.
But i ddnt see her!
Dang.

Anyways, Sunday had tuition in the morning.
Then had kenduri ard 2pm.
Reached Yishun and ate.
Roti kirai and daging.
People came, people go.
Headed home.
Then went out again to buy sis's art stuff at Art Friend at Taka.
Besides buying art stuffs, bought shoes.
Mum bought her stuffs also(:
Got home ard 10.30pm and slept ard 12am.
Tired huh.
Hate sunday nights.
):

Anyways, today was fine.
Chem test postponed to Friday.
Spent too long on figuring out a table in geog test.
Ate at kfc with zahra.
Got home.
dadada
Do hmwk.
Gotta study SS
NOW.

toodles~



I want to quit.

Labels:

Posted @ 6:53 PM



24 July 2009.

that's me


yay, its back.
blogger, i mean.
just a brief info abt the day:

physics lab is ok.
emaths retest.
PE was funny.
ate lunch with zahra at kfc.
had hiphop.
rushed home.
did chem wb halfway and went to popular to change my calculator.
home, continued with chem.
checkd on eng.
gonna see maths.

michael scofiled died in prison break cos he sacrificed his life for the ones he loved.
he ddnt die due to his illness.
but he was gonna die anyways,
even if he try to... live?
ok nvm.

tmrw thr's:
malay listening compre
maths common test
eng test(continuation)

hm
damn im tired.
i need to sleep.
but i ned to read-up on maths.
and i need a thesaurus.
dang.
not lookin forward to tmrw tho.
rush here, rush there.
r
u
s
h
let's make a rush hour 4 movie.
it'll be a 1-hr movie where it tapes how people rush everywhere.
how people in the world live for 1-hr in a day.
somewhere someone's sleeping.
somewhere else, someone's awake.
someone's eating.
someone's singing.
someone's drawing.
someone's just enjoying life.
someone's living with no hope.
someone's living a rich life.
and someone's rushing.
ok wadevr.

toodles~





Does this defeats the purpose of 'you are not alone'?
Why do dreams wither away just like that but nightmares cling on forever?
Posted @ 12:11 AM



21 July 2009.

Hi peeps.
Can't post a long post today.
Been busy and tired these days.
So it's kinda diff to update.
dayyum.
anyways,
school was brief.
monday and tuesday.
Rushed quickly after guitar today.
urhks.
do i have to go through this every tuesday?

AND!
Why is blogger like this?
The posting is kinda wierd.
wth.
nvm, i hope its okay soon.
dang.

And!
AJ Rafael accepted my frined request on his facebook(:
yay!(:
thank you!

and.
there's LOTS of tests these days...
Tmrw: eng
Thurs: Emaths
Fri: Emaths
Mon: Geog
Tue: SS
Coming soon: Chem
danggg

i need
more sleep,
more time?,
less procrastination,
motivation,
dedication,
inspiration.

Anyways,
i need new specs.
hmm



see you later, alligator.
"after a while crocodile"
Posted @ 9:32 PM



18 July 2009.

(:


Here's a display of my childishness and crazyness:



Good morning peeps.

Ate yummy ice-cream yester-night(:

Currently, loving:
The Eagles
Rascal Flatts
AJ Rafael

They're the best man.
Live and recording.


Anyways,
there's APM today.

-.-
*creek-crik-creek*


toodles~
Posted @ 11:58 AM



17 July 2009.

blow, wind, blow


Good day peeps(:



Harry Potter was a blast!!
woohoo!
awesome and brillianto!
haha
nice movie man(:
comedy + drama + romance + suspense
can't wait for the last one.
hehe.

Well, i've read the book like ermm two, three years back.
so i can't really rmmbr the whole story.
i know that Dumbledore dies.
But i forgot that the Half-Blood Prince was actually Snape!
hmm.
Watch the movie to know more!

Anyways, here's two lines frm the movie i can rmmbr: (haha)

Professor Mcgonagall: (in her old voice) Why is it that when there's a problem, it's always you three?
Ron: (in his 'curiostic' voice) I've been wondering too, for the past six years.

then

now
(look at how much they've grown. haha)

hot stuff








They kinda look alike here. A lil bit.












Anyways, school was okay today.
A Maths test was quite fine.
It was only after the test that i realize that i got the y-intercept wrong.
urgh.
how could i not notice it...
dayyum.
After sch, zahra and hany went to ain's place and nat had bio.
So i headed home.
to update.
and just be at home.
lol

Anyways, im bored.
entertain me.
the tv's no better.



there are two types of mistakes:
mistakes that can be perfected and mistakes that can't be undone.

Posted @ 2:02 PM



15 July 2009.

Did i mention?
My mum bought my sis a D5000 on the 27th June.



Firstly,
Happy 10th Birthday SPONGEBOB!!!
stay cute and funny and entertaining always(:


(knew tt frm the newppr. hehe)


Anyways,
hello peeps.
It rained in the morning.
After school, went home.
And accompanied sis to Taka to buy her art stuff.
Am awed by the people in town. haha
Afterward, rushed home and went for ngaji.

Now am at home, blogging.
sitting.
chewing.
ahx nvm.

I went to tweet.sg but they said i can't sign up no more.
so idk.
):



Anyways . . . *drum-rolls*
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gonna watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

tomorrow!!!!
16 July 09!
(:
excited.
hahahaha
23 hours and 45 mins left.
ghaghagahgahgah...
Have been watching the previous ones these past years.
Am excited.
lol.
okays.

till i see you again,
i'm gonna miss you.
<3
nadiah(:

ps. i was wondering what it'd look like on a human if an emoticon was like this- (::
hah
Posted @ 6:41 PM



14 July 2009.

hmm what a day.
i have to find a better way of starting a post..
maybe a pic?
--> a picture a day won't keep thoughts at bay!
(:
ahax.
anyways, her's the pic.

my cute cuz(:


Anyways, today is still moving.
Time has not froze.
School was . . .
idk.

And i don't like the fact that CCAs are starting next wk):
boo.
tiring and i don't like staying back or rushing home.
hmms.


im lovin AJ Rafael's songs(:


oh shoot.
i gotta go.
play piano.



i wish i could tweet a few hours back.





(if you don't know, you are actually not encouraging him.

he needs motivation.
i pity him.
please don't make him feel that way.
i love you and i am sorry.
dammit.
you always vent your anger to others.
i hate you for doing so.)


Posted @ 4:29 PM



12 July 2009.

Thank You for comin(:
(sorry mirah's pic nt inside)

one of my fave pics of the night(: cute kid.



Hello earthlings.

Life is normal today.
Can it be more than normal?
At times.
Well...slept at 3 am today morning and woke up at 9.
Rushed tuition homework (shh!!)
And had tuition.
Afterward, switched on the comp to upload pics at fb.
And halfway listened to songs frm mum's laptop.
Mainly:
AJ Rafael
Eagles
MJ

They're good(:

Then i went cycling with put!
But we got to know that the tyre was flat.
So there's only ONE bike that can be used.
End up, i use the scooter
which is at the edge of breaking up.
haha
However, i sweated.
Still, yeah.

Got back home, bathed, dadada
and went for dinner at Banquet, IMM.
Had spaghetti.
I love spaghetti.
If only i could eat spaghetti or pasta with most of the dishes
that'd be nice.
Like with mee rebus, mee soto, sardine, curry and many more.
hahaha
But it'll get blunt as time passes.

Anyways,
i bought a blouse.
brown in colour.
its a random blouse.
had no intention to buy anything.
ohya a calculator. but that's a different material.
ok wadevr.

So now guess what im thinkin?
Im thinkin bout famous ppl.
really,
haha.
famous as in famous.
they go ard singing and doing what they do great.
what abt those young ones,
don't they go to school?
cos im thinkin like i don't enjoy sunday nights where i know i have to wake up early in the morning tmrw and get ready for sch.
hah.
well that's life as a student.
schedule.
but life as a working person ain't that fun either huh.
you have to get to work on time or your boss will scold u and the next thing,
you are sacked.
dayyum.
that's life.

okok
enough of __(idk what)__ talk.

im off for the day.
night~





Its just a word for you right.
always has to be 'just' something.

just.
hmm
Posted @ 10:48 PM



11 July 2009.

Afternoon peeps.

Well, yesterday went smoothly.
We had fun dancing(:
Hairspray, glitter, pants, shoelaces, hair bands, shirts and energy.
Green.
Shine.
dancers, rappers, singers, bands, people.

Thanks Faila, Kpk and sis for coming(:
Pictures will be up soon hopefully.

And..
Happy belated birthday Natasha!!!

Stay clever and slenger and happy always(:
Sorry i couldn't be there to celebrate with you.


Anyways,
woke up today and finished Physics moodle.
left with maths.
I wanna finish it by today man. really
There's madrasah exam today.
Aqidah.
Gotta go and study.

toodles~



Your smile made me smile.

thank you for smiling(:
Posted @ 1:54 PM



09 July 2009.

At last i can post a picture!
yes, its the moon(:



It all happened too soon for me to ponder of the reasons behind all this.
I began to question all the thoughts i had.
I didn't know why this had to happen but it will happen one day.
I guess that one day came.
Is this why reconciliation isn't the best solution?
I am sorry.
I could see and feel the hurt.
I don't know what will come of tomorrow.


Posted @ 9:14 PM



07 July 2009.

good day peeps.

Well its been a long afternoon.
Headed to Taman Jurong Community Centre for rehearsals.
touched up on our costumes and
my shoelaces. ahax
then we had the practice.
how did it go will you ask.
overall i felt it was okay just that we need to be more hyped.
i think i need to sweat more.
there's a pratice on thursday.
i am so sorry i couldn't get enough tickets.
so sorry guys.

i have to start moodling.
Or else.

afterwards, i rushed to piano and ended up being late):
i have not touched it for quite some time.
the exam is on the 18th of august.
damn.
4 lessons left only):
i think Ms C was mad at me just nw.
and i think she knows i have not been practicing.
and i MUST MUST MUST
practice
practice
practice
practice
OR
i'll fail.

Anyways, many simple ups and downs happened today.
- pricked my finger by a durian
- havin pms
- coughed
- short of tickets
- late for piano
- played horribly
- couldn't balance in bus
- ...
- my ulcer is preventing me from eating
- i still can't upload pictures here through blogger "add image" )-:



decisions and choices.
this or that.

Posted @ 9:44 PM



06 July 2009.

AJ Rafael - I Just Want You

There's something I gotta say to you
But I'm so afraid of what you'll do
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

I'll just admit this to you now
That I'm stuck on you like glue somehow
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

Don't want to feel so cold inside
I want to feel the warmth that I feel with you, all the time
Surrounding me just like the wind
Cause your the one who makes me sing...

Help me find myself, like how I found you
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

I need you so we can live happily too
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

I just want youuu (X2)

I want to go out with you tonight,
A picnic with candlelight
I might just hold you tight

Tell me you wanna be my queen
If not, it's ok, a princess seems just my type
I promise I'll be there tonight

I wanna keep you warm in winter's white
And in the summer, walks on a beach sound nice

I need you now
To talk with on the phone for hours at a time
Baby, I just want you to be mine, all mine

Help me find myself, like how I found you
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

I need you so we can live happily too
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

I just want you...

I want to be your Valentine,
Your Christmas wish, your pick up line

I want to be the one who knows about your friends and foes,
And the TV shows you love

Look above the stars,
Spell out your name with an exclamation point
'Cause at the end of the day,
You're the one who makes me say...

Help me find myself, like how I found you
Ooh ooh ooh ooh
I need you so we can live happily too
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

I Just Want You (x4)
Posted @ 8:45 PM



.

hello.
been on the comp most of the day.
all cause of e-learning.
dayyum.
wanna go out.
but where?
singapore...
haha.
hungry..havn't eat lunch.

anyways,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY KPK !!
may u have a wonderful day and may Allah bless you





i am bored.
entertain me.
moodle is no better.


currently life is on the edge of
tearing apart.
nothing is right.
everything is wrong.

i need
motivation.
inspiration.
a voice.


why the heck can't i still upload pics??!??!!!?
Posted @ 5:32 PM



05 July 2009.

Nothing, is merely a word.
A word for those who can't find the answers
and most probably don't want to.
I don't know, are three words
that everyone use
most of the time.
Including me.
In fact, i think i use it all the time.
I know that i am at fault for doing all the things i do.
The wrong decision, the wrong choice.
The wrong questions, the wrong answers.
The wrong time, the wrong place.
The wrong people?
I don't know.
Isn't there just one atom where i didn't make a mistake?
Maybe that might be a little too small for such an account.
Everything just has to be perfect.
This time, i know i am at wrong.
I was reminded by the previous problem that occurred so i took it to notice.
Did i not know that you were against it.
To be clear, i knew that too.
I guess i was just very naive to do so.
I am sorry.
Now i am awaiting for the time you will explode and inform the whole world of my carelessness.



You make the possible impossible.
That's the truth.


All i want to say is that they don't really care about us.
Posted @ 2:49 PM



02 July 2009.

Hello peeps.

Well, happy belated bday to me. haha(:

THANK YOUUUUUUUU to all the people who wished me a happy bday aite! much appreciated(:

Went to swensens with fam and cp at night. There are a LOT of new food on sale! yummy!! Durian ice cream, meat ball spaghetti, baked mussels, meat and smth baked rice and manyy moree.. Ate pizza, mussels, fries and ice cream!!! >>>WALNUT ROCKY ROAD<<<

yummmmmyyy :P

Loooovvveee it!

*Im so going to swensens*

Pics will be updated soon. hopefully i can upload em on blogger.

Well, today had hiphop practice. quite chaotic huh. costumes and stuff. ):
sadly, max tickets each prsn can hve is 5 and i need 7..): so one of u peeps cant go):
sadded):
khidir, me want one more tix pls..
to zephrs, let's just get energetic and hyped-up aite.
and
SMILE :D
ahx


Besides that, school have been quite a bore. rushing syllabus and stuff.
physics - - - - -
Anyways, swimming is cancelled due to H1N1. hydrogen nitrogen.
& 1 hr of PE every thursday is left with playing games and running and stretching...
Just now.
we played volleyball
SITTING
CROSS-
LEGGED
hahahahaha. v funneh.
the ball flyin everywhr. and freaky thngy.

anyways, .....



zahra, can u change me blogskin for me? pls(: ty!


...............................................................................


No One.

I can be what i want to be, when i want to be it.
And you can't stop me.
But at times i stop.
Because you snatched what i was gonna be.
You be you.
And let me be me.
Well, i guess you don't know me.
So let bitches be bitches and angels be angels.
You make the choice for you
Not me nincompoop.
Like i told you, i can be what i want to be, when i want to be it.
so,
boom.



.....................................................................................




Updated: All of u peeps gg to YG! ty(:





words are meant to be words.
letters that make a word.
so scram.




bye~
Posted @ 9:25 PM